Automatic (How I Wish)
i feel like falling in and out of you my decision to be here is so limited sharing causes straining and bleeding is an everyday thing your worries are only yours and the seed that has sown is barely growing what we deserve is not in the cards that have been dealt years are years and where do we go from here in the latter, i struggle in the hopes of hopefully reletting this control to you we've been here before and it's slope is to slippery for me i want to drown just to see if you would save me what would be the words i would hear as you try to bring me back to life would it be more than all of your naggings for sex day after day after day after day after day would you eat a bag of stale chips it's so old now make love to you, hell, let me let me make love with a passion that is so driven by the intimacy we share rather than your urged words